It's So Difficult

god, hug me briefly

now I really need a hug you !
I could not face all this alone
no one who understands me
I've tried to not run
but this is more painful
I've tried to run away but this is getting made much more difficult
What should I do?
it wrong if I complain now?
when the body is unable to stand again
god I know you hate me
because I can only regret and complain
but whatever my powers
this is what I feel now
hold it all the more difficult
I'm more than happy to tell you
because at this time no one I can't trust  !